Its 3:30AM and I cant sleep. Just cant stop myseft from thinking about her. Thoughts are revolving perpetually in my head of which I have no control. So I thought I should make some confessions.
Day 1:
I was at the airport reached late night for my early morning flight. I was getting bored just when I got a reply on fb from a girl whom I messaged months ago. We chatted for some time then talked over phone. It was a great experience. We talked over phone for the whole night. I am very dumb at phone calls, never talked to anyone for long, but this time dont know what happened to me. I was just wishing that this night would not end, Sun would go on a romantic vacation to some cold place with his gf and never come back.
There was something in her some magic, some superpower which was attracting me towards her. That call didn't seem to be a call to an unknown person for the first time. It was the magic of her saccharine voice, her childish but sensible talks which keep me attached to that call.
After my selection till my joining I flirted with a few girls, dated few, but when I got joining I decided that, I will not waste time in these things. It was during that time when I messaged her, but destiny had some other plans for me. Why did she reply after so long time? If we had talked earlier, she would not find me the same person which I am now.
Dont know how but whenever I feel low and want to talk to someone, she got to know and calls me. One day I was feeling very low it was late night and I was strolling near marina beach when she called me. We talked for long and her magical call made me cheerful. She is such an angel, Isn't she?
I was much eager to meeting such a nice person. Couldn't wait for long to meet her and just after 14 days I booked tickets for delhi.
1st meeting with Sona:
Meet her for the first time nervous, excited, elated, millions of feeling had striked me.
I saw her and I must admit she was beeeeaaautiful, perfect girl, cute, hot,..............,....,looking soo good in her mother's off white kurta.
We spend few hours together, it was the best time of my life. I didn't want to go away from her but both of us have some other liabilities like study, family and all. Otherwise I would have kidnapped her and we would go to some distant place where there were no one apart from us.
Why is this world so much crowded?
Why can't two person live alone happilly without worrying about other things?
Millions of questions striked into my mind.
She said that it is not practical to start loving someone in such a short time. But you know what, the greatest theories of practicality fails when it comes to you sona.
Movie Day:
You bathed in the evening, I was about to die to see you with wet hair, your black and white colour dress was looking ammaazing on your white skin.
Your hands are very soft, cold I can hold them for my whole life and even after death if I can.
There are many small things which I noticed but cant write everything here. My wrists are aching, have been typing for more than an hour.
Next day:
I realised that day that how selfish I am.
I expected to spend maximum time with you when I am in delhi, without thinking that you have other responsibilities also.
I become frustrated when we couldn't meet that day. Started behaving indifferently, but I knew then and I know now as well, that it was my mistake. And I am very sorry for behaving that way.
Yaar I dont know for how much time we are together. Because we dont get everything which we love in our life.
But even if we are together for only a day, I want to make that day, the best day of my life and want to remember that day forever.
Hey!
I never told anyone that I have interest in writing.
But I am sure if you will be with me for some more time, you will definately make me a good writer.
I always want to message you but stop myself because I dont want to disturb you. I want you to focus on your studies and top the exam.
I always keep watching your pics and imagine you with me, talked to you when I am alone.
In short I have become mad.
At last, I think you what I want to say.
No use of saying it million times when it is not possible.
Signing off at 5:45 AM
Back to sleep